First of all, what can you get from a blurb as vague as that?

I really really did not know what I signed up for when I started reading this book. All I knew is that both Colleen Hoover and Tarryn Fisher were both authors who punched me in my gut in way too many of their books. And I always always felt like my heart was torn into two after finishing anything they wrote.

So what was I doing reading something that two equally horrible and evil authors worked on?

I sincerely do not know but I'm still punching myself internally for making myself go through something like this.

Because, OH MY GOD, I literally have no words because this book just killed me. Do you have any idea how mindfucked I feel every time I finish any Colleen or Tarryn book? Imagine it twice the impact this time. I wanted to jump out of my window, tie myself under train tracks and get run over by a train, twice. 

The characters are very interesting. Charlie and Silas are both well-crafted and flawed characters, and their chemistry is undeniable. I don't want to give anything away but I rooted for them very hard. (I SHIP IT GUYS I REALLY REALLY DO). They have tons of sweet moments but being the impatient person I am, there are some points where I wanted them to just make out already, geez. That is how much I ship this boat. When they finally did make out, it was worth the wait and I liked the development between the two of them. The alternating POV chapters also fit seamlessly with each other, and I have to commend both authors on this because I didn't find the writing inconsistent or weird.

The ending will fucking blow your mind. I cannot wait for Part 2 and I have so many theories in my head and I just want to know which one is right. I can't sleep at night because I am counting down the days until May 17th and I just have so many thoughts and feels and I, crap, that ending is really really good and exciting and my tummy hurts from all the anticipation! Like, good-hurt.

This is one of those books that I cannot tell you anything more about. Like me, I recommend that you read it without knowing anything except from the blurb. Trust me, it is so much better that way. I cannot guarantee that this book will be painless but it's the good kind of pain, I swear.